BASNOJJ'S BLOG

Tsukuji Fish Market

2011-08-26T23:43:00.001+08:00

The night before we head to Tsukuji market, we eventually overnight in a Cyber Cafe @ Shibuya for 2000 Yen (RM 79) . For free manga, free magazine, and thousand of million of DVD and free movie in the computer, it worth the price. And most importantly, it offer a comfortable couch for us to pass our night. =D

The Entrance, we need to register an account before we can enjoy the service. Luckily we got our Japanese Translator, Hong-san the great. haha

Free Hot/Cold Coffee

Free Soft Drink (Coke, Sprite Etc )

This is the computer in the compartment. Separate with another user, no one will know what u did in your compartment, even the dirty stuff. . *Blushed

After the spending a night in Cyber Cafe, we start our journey to tsukuji fish market Around 7AM

Did he look like Yakuza? Raise ur hand if you agree with me. XD

Bicycle is the most common transport even in Tokyo Town.

Special transport use to carry stock from one side to another.

A small shrine near tsukuji

Don't really know what this is, but its really cosy. . .

Fishy Fishy. . . look fresh

Ikan Bilis. hahaha just jk

Omelete dishes. . . made with eggs and prawn or eggs with crab and etc

饭团，it save my life during trip climb up to mount fuji

high class beef, so expensive.

海老＝Prawn XD

Lastly, we visited the famous sushi restaurant @ Tsukuji, Sushi Dai. . .even it's 7AM in the morning we still have to queue for about an hour + in order to get into the restaurant. But frankly speaking, though the sushi is quite expensive for a budgeted trip, but it worth the price. . . Not to advertise about their sushi but just some words from the experience. T A S T E S O O O O O G O O D. . . YUM!

Odaiba 2

2011-08-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

The 3rd Day we went to Odaiba Takoyaki Museum. It is a big museum with variety of souvenir and gifts shop. Parents bring along their children and have fun over here, Couples visit here as there were a lot of KAWAII stuff sold here.

Takoyaki in making process

Plenty of choices which Takoyaki stalls to choose

Playing with Gun?

Eye On Tokyo?

Hmmm, another hot stock. . .

Varieties of Bubble Tea !

Hey you, what are looking at? my bird? !

Can u see how the reception bow at you? It's so polite ! You can't see this phenomena happen in Malaysia, Commonly.

Grab one, and you're ready to open a Takoyaki chain store @ Malaysia. =D

See Hong san Happy face, taking photo with Japanese girls, intentionally ! Haha

Odaiba Mall

Japan Bridge, Nihonbashi

Takoyaki is not cheap. . .

You can purchase via the auto vending machine before you can enjoy ur takoyaki.

Erhem, Pretty daooo oooo

New York? Odaiba?

A famous landmark @ Odaiba, Tokyo

Japanese Rice

Yeng dao~ if I'm japanese girl i will fall for him. . .

Mushi2 ?

How much is a takoyaki set cost? calculate yourself, 100Yen=RM3.90

Hong-san with LV wallet, wowo wowo.. ..buy it using our parent's money. . .

200Yen, RM7.8

Girls in uniform

Maple ! haha, showa boss

Bullet Train

TAKOYAKI~ ~

This car look like my alza, look carefully, there are slippers under the tyre too.. ! COOL!

SAI "屎" XDD

Nice car with kawaii girl.

Can u imagine how many hot girls there? XD

Picture of the day. . . . . chiang chiang~

Auntie what are you doing? Ops gotcha.

You look way too coooool~ ~ ~

Explore Mishima and Numazu

2011-08-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

After a whole day staying outside, we felt a little bit tired to go out all the way from Numazu to Tokyo City centre, we decided to take a one day break in Hong san dorm. So that day we have more than enough sleep before we have our lunch. We had alot of Ramen and Maggi mee brought here all the way from Malaysia, XD.

After that we have some basketball games with Hong san and his Dorm mate, Baru san and Toguru san, both are Mongolian but they really look like a Japanese, i mean their face structure and skin tone.

After the games, we went to Mishima Super store to shopping, wow, so many things selling there even it's a small town, ranging from electronic stuff to jigsaw puzzle, even beetle's food you can find there, you name it, i think they have it. xD

Old style of Coke Glass Bottle, instant classic !

Hong san introducing us the legendary 250Yen Gyu-Don, yummy ~ yet affiordable

What the, Chocolate? hmmm . frozen somore. . .

Belt Sushi @ Mishima, 100Yen/ plate, Yum

Challenging Jigsaw puzzle, if u hate someone, buy this and challenge him.. xoxo

Exploring a small town is quite a fun as well, Japan has the one of the most advance city in the world but in the other side, japan has the traditional small town as well. Where u can see everybody cycling to work, to school and etc. And the you can see people grow vegetables and rice field in their home garden, everything is so simple, so relax. We have alot of fun exploring this town, the people in small town are extraordinary friendlier. Of course. =D

Last but not least, please enjoy the following video taken in the Belt sushi chain restaurant which amazed us from Malaysia. . . Sua-ba-ness. . .

Arriving In Tokyo

2011-08-18T03:42:00.000+08:00

Arriving @ Tokyo International Airport around 10pm Tokyo time, we got no choice but to overnight at the airport until the next morning before we meet up with my friend who study in Japan, Jie Hong san aka Lucas Ng.

Couch at the airport is so comfortable until i almost forgot the time to wake up XD .
Signboards in Japanese shown the way to subway, Japanese Railway(JR) and other different direction.

Me & Chin Chee Keong @ Haneda International Airport ! Woohoo. . our discovery journey starts, RIGHT HERE!

Haneda airport is famous to be one of the busiest airport in the world, but due to the earthquake and the radiation things happen in Japan, it really affected the amount of visitors to Japan.

After enough rest @ Airport, we head to Shinjuku to meet my dearest BUDDY, Hong-san~

Scenery In and Outside the train. Please, i'm addressing the situation, not the girl in pink. hmmm

On our way to the Eki (Station) saw this scene where a helpful train crew directing an old man all the way up to the staircase to take the train.

The Very-Budgeted Meal we have, cost us 120Yen/Mc Pork. which is around 5 Ringgit, @ Shinjuku.

Varieties of Tripod, my mouth opened big big till it cannot be closed. XD

Camera @ BIG CAMERA, Shinjuku. I wish i have enough money to buy off whole shop. =)

Some street Sceneries @ Shinjuku and on the way to Asakusa. We're heading to the Asakusa Sensoji.(浅草寺). Feeling that gave me is, one words, ~~crowded~~ Flooded. . . with beautiful girls and young teenagers, some with school uniform on even though it is Summer holidays now. We'll have shot of the day for every of my post in Japan, No worries ! =D Big SMILE!

The picture look senget? why? Ask Hong-san who took the shot. . .

Til then only i realize Japanese do things like 求签，then you pay 100Yen and somebody will tell your fortune according to the information written on the paper you got.

No photograph? Ops, too late.

Cool service from the handsome Japanese guy, there're plenty of them doing "transport" service around Asakusa Sensoji area wearing cute and sexy ~~pants~~ uniform. =D

After visiting Sensoji, we head to one of the famous street @ Ueno for some shopping.

What ! SO CHEAP!

Tax-free Perfume shop.

Toy Shops are so common at this big city, Tokyo.

This beautiful middle-age lady sell all kind of dried seafood from Japan, Hong-san bought Huge scallop from her and what surprised us is that they do have brochure introducing their product and contact no. What a shock. ! Small but everything you need is there. =D

Tiring walk ? No worries, Let Hong-san bring us to a delicious Unagi rice shop to have some rest and fill your tummy.

Can you see how big the portion is? Well i can say this is the nicest Japanese food i ever eat in my life, ~~Don't~~ CAN'T compare with Malaysia's, or even Singapore's . Japan is still the BEST! After the meal we continue shop and we got ourselves some nice key chain, next time we will show you guys..

Shots of the Day.

I love the Bokeh behind this beautiful girl.

Japanese teenager natural-Smile =) Tee-hee ~

I think she's in between of 20-25years old ! Hah

Awful Moment

2011-05-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

Fountain Dancing @ Tj Aru (Right beside entrance to Air Asia)

   Though there is one last paper to go until i finish all my exam, but holiday mood is already break free and study mode is put into jail already. Me and Liyi went to Tanjung Aru beach food court to have dinner before we watch the water fountain performance.

   Super Duper Awful moment in my life occur in here, we ordered some food, and when it was served, we don't have enough money to pay (Liyi claimed that her money was dropped somewhere). The waitress stand there and look at us, i was so embarrassed ! In the end i got no choice but to leave her there and i drove to Terminal Air Asia to withdraw money from ATM and pay for the food. I was quite upset at first because Liyi told me she got the money since i didn't have much at that moment, but at the end it turns out.. *Out of credit* ! It was a pain lesson but i need to apologize if i said any harsh words toward you. I am truly sorry ! i Didn't really mean it. I love you so much !

   Well after the dinner we went to the performance and took couples of photos, above are some of my favorite and i'd like to share with all of you. =) Please enjoy your time while you still stand the chance. Sayonara my friends, Za, Mata Ne ~

OUI ! FOKUS !

2011-04-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

Focus - concentrating on one aspect of the environment while ignoring other things.

Focus, Focus, why i concentrating so many things at the same time and cant do well in everything?
Being inspired after watching this, being motivated after looking that, Wa Lau Eh.. Why i can't just keep ignore others and focus only in one thing at one time? I think i'm simply too greedy want to perform well in everything.. but i hope it's not true, i don't want to be attention seeker, i just want to prove i can do something meaningful, something good to others, but i failed to do so.

Exam is on-going now i hope i can concentrate in exam so that my results won't drop that significantly. 5 Credits hour will definitely become nothing because i planned not to sit for those subjects due to some reasons. Time goes fast, like a rocket, don't burn all my time without my notice, i promise i'll study after i post this post. Please ~ T_T
Got to go, さよなら〜　japanese test tomorrow and i expect i'll definitely failed! Sigh~

Sweet/Sour 2011

2011-04-12T20:03:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2010 as we welcome 2011, long time since i last updated my post.
Life have been too comfortable until i gained quite a lot of weight..(It's a sad thing,don laugh)
No longer fit anymore, as long as nobody would say i'm FAT then OK already.
Nothing much have changed since last year, relationship still the same, height still the same, results still.. dot dot dot~ Other than i won the election and became student representative for my school, others still remain the old face.

Being a student representative isn't a fun thing as everyone had thought, the pressure given is higher and the work load is much higher than before because people expect a lot from you. Other than that, you have to be a role model to others, the way you dress is no longer up to you, formal day you have to be formal, semi formal day you cannot wear a jean, unless you're outside the school. In whatever you do, critics and doubts is unavoidable, sometimes you might even rethink whether you fit this position or not.
When i talk to other MPP(Student Council) people, i think that i'm not mature enough to communicate with them, topics they're talking is not making any sense to me. Am i too young for all these thing? Or i'm just immature to handle these by myself? I don't want to quit, i'm not going to quit this because people have voted me, it's a serious sin if i disappoint them.

A big big thank to one of my senior, he gave me advices and support INDIRECTLY, it's not normal for guy to give support directly, it may sounds wrong in some way. But i really thank him for guiding me and giving me so so much of support whenever i need him. Though he is quite a nuisance sometimes, i do appreciate he as a true buddy of me until now.

So life will be more and more busy from now on, just back from KL few days ago, went there for 1day and have to back to KK the next day, our ass is made to sit on airplane(XD). This saturday and sunday will depart to labuan to visit the campus, whereas next monday we'll have a appreciation dinner for all JAKMAS and MPP this and also last batch. One more exam to go then i'll step into study week. Last exam on 12May and i'll have holidays until mid of may. After that training for rowing before head back to KL for tournament. Good luck to myself and all my fellow friends.

Uni life is not about studying, is about learning !

Tanjung Aru Shooting Trip.

2010-12-05T09:58:00.000+08:00

Seah Chia Yee, A friend from Ipoh.

Naive Kids chasing kite

Blue sky and blue sea,the beauty of Borneo.

Scenery at the village.

The Plane and Kids.

I wonder if they know what does that actually mean?

Newly built bridge at the village.

The sea and the kid.

They don't have luge,no playground,but they have the Sea.

Brotherhood.

Sunset scenary at Tj Aru Beach@ KK sabah.

Beach at Tj Aru@KK Sabah

Day 12

2010-06-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

Disappointed performance from England players again,
As well as France,i think later on Sejarah class students will have new syllabus in their Sejarah named " Revolusi Piala Dunia 2010",
Which all the strong and highly respected team lost and this 大力神杯 fall on Asian/African hand. xD

I went to Wisma MAA at PJ for a training programme,
insufficient of sleeping hours made me soo difficult to focus,
learn only 6 out of 10 knowledge.

After the training me and some of my ex-classmate went to one of my ex-classmate's Brother Wedding at somewhere around andalas.

Damn,i ate couple of curry chicken and pepper lamb,it were all hot and spicy but delicious!But i gained some calories after enjoy it. =(

This belong to NG SUSIN.. A.K.A Rice bucket, Big eater, Do-nothing, Scapegrace, Deadbeat, Dinner bucket, Scalawag, Scallawag, Sculpin, Wastrel.

Opps too many information from Google!

this is mine,Susin insisted me to eat them. Thanks aaa...~~i put on weight already.~~ =(

Well,done a simple aerobic exercise after i get home,20mins interval running.

Gained back some weight to 87KGs.

Targeted tomorrow not to "Cross" my "line" .

Basnojj Wong,You/I can do it!Go Go Go babeh~

oh yea,cut my hair this afternoon,felt much tidy and comfortable.

Breakfast - Tuna Sesame Bread with Tomatoes + Cucumber.

Lunch - Teh O + 2 Half boiled Eggs

Dinner - As you can see from picture above.

87KGs Currently,

2KGs to GO!

2More Days To GO!

go...gO...GO!

Day 11

2010-06-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

Though today is the 2nd Day,yet I'm still very excited about getting into UMS!
Well,Despite of the Beautiful part of the Uni,
i also looking forward for a new environment,Fresh air,Spectacular View,meeting new friends,as well as new social network.

I always wanted to experience study "Oversea" since i cannot afford private university,So this would be a really great chance for me to go for it!

But my mum doesn't seem to be very happy about the offer i got from UMS.I can sense sadness from her when she congratz me.
Maybe because she'll be alone at Klang once i depart to Sabah,
I really hope i can do something for her before i go,
I'm not really a filial son,but i consider myself an average son.
What can i do for her?
Well,I think at least i need to clean up the whole house before i go,
As well as fixing all those cacat-ed electronic stuff for her.
I hope she will get use to it when i'm not around.
Just like i will get use to the new environment in SABAH! =)

I LOVE YOU MUM

Well,Back to Mission 1,

Still got 3Days to go only,

And yea,everything went smoothly still..goes according to plan!

Had some badminton games in Chi Liung plaza this afternoon.

Sweat alot and burn adequate of calories,satisfied with my performance!(Though my teammate might not agree with me,cause i keep lure them to be defeated XD)

Brunch - Fried Mee Hoon " i wanted to make sandwich one,but my mom already cooked me this when i'm awake. =( "

Dinner - Grilled butter bread with avocado + Cherry Tomatoes + whole piece Cucumber + 2Fried Egg White + Favourite awesome Chili Sauce!

86.5KGs Currently,

1.5KGs to GO!

3Days To GO!

Day 10

2010-06-18T00:15:00.019+08:00

TAHNIAH!Anda
telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

KOD PROGRAM : HE10

...NAMA PROGRAM : PEMASARAN

IPTA
: UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA SABAH (UMS)

Yeah right,no mistake.ITS SABAH!!

YooHoo``SABAH HERE I COME``

I don't really know why i wanted to go Sabah so..so..badly,No idea AT ALL!

But the course offered is not really my first choice,i always wanted to do finance,

but i think i don't get it because i never take account during F6.

Hell,But i should be grateful to get into Sabah right?*Yesh Yesh Yesh!

Sabah Sabah``Oh Sabah Sabah``

So after this i got HELL lots of stuff to settle already,

all my documents,slip,clothes,medical check up,and etc + etc + etc..

2more weeks until i go Sabah,excited..DAMN excited!

沙巴！真是美到死啊！！我来了！

Okay back to my Mission 1,

Ever since i back from Kuantan + Johor,

Everything went SOOOOOOOO smoothly!

1)Didn't put on weight

2)Didn't over eat

3)Did Exercise

GOOD JOB Basnojj,really GOOD JOB!

Brunch - Baked Bean with tuna + 2 Scramble Egg + 1 Hash Brown.

Dinner - Very little Vege Soup + 1 Curry Puff.

Snack - Chocolate Bar.

No photo to post today,

no one hold camera for me =.=!!

but btw,Here im to announce......

87KGs Currently,

2KGs to Go!

4Days To Go!

Day 7

2010-06-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm back to Klang before i go Kuantan to work again tomorrow.
Work again..sigh``
I hate work,because it spoiled my plan in many ways!
First of all,i cannot on diet when i'm on work,
Secondly,i cannot perform workout when i'm outstaion,
Thirdly,i need to consume more calories from food in order to work!

Efforts i put in last few day really wasted DAMN easily,
Successfully bring down my weight to 87KGs 2days ago but now went up to 91 again!
4KGs,WTF right?i got the same expression when i look at the weighing scale too.
Now i only left 1more week to accomplish my mission 1,
Yet tomorrow i still need to go Kuantan work for about 2 days?
Hell.Ya HELL!which mean 5Days available for me to cut down 6KGs,or maybe even more than that!

Can i do that?6KGs in 5days?
I do think i can.
Your support is highly appreciate!
Muacks!

Breakfast - Horlick O + Roti Sardin
Lunch - Rice With Vege Tomyam Soup + Mamee Chicken + Steam Taufu
Dinner - 3 Dumpling + Ayam Goreng. Ouch =(

91KGs Currently,
6KGs TO GO!!!!

7Days to GO!

Day 6

2010-06-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5AM today.got up to car but don't feel sleepy anymore.
All the way to Kluang,Johor..It's about 250 KMs from Klang. wao``

Well,Dad passed me the "Steering" half way and he felt asleep.
Driving is bored.DAMN Bored..especially when someone sit beside you and keep remind you not to exceed 90KM/H when the sign board show 110KM/H..Gosh =.=
My eyes were half closing when i drive,luckily we arrive Kluang SAFELY. =)

Stop by Tapah Rest station a while to have breakfast.
Start working at 8AM,feeling damn bo lat while moving things and unlock all the screws.
My mind keep telling me i need more Fuel,in the other words,FOOD!
Feeling so damn hungry man!
Really cannot on diet when work,because this work consume alot of energy.
Finished work at 8PM,tired but i'm not hungry at all,Because afternoon consume too much d. *Opps`haha..
Did some simple workout like push up and sit ups in the room.

Skip dinner but ate some snacks,Oh yea..Hotel here are so.so.not comfortable =.=
Luckily Maxis got 3G signal here,bohahha```

*Oh ya!Guys,today is my mum birthday..i always wanted to buy her a gift,but i got no idea what i should buy her..she doesn't seem to have special desire toward something she really like.So,I need you guys idea!Share your idea in the chat box and i'll reply as soon as possible.Thanks!

Breakfast-Coffee O + 2 Half boiled Eggs.
Lunch - Kluang Bah Kut Teh with yam rice(their BKT kinda special)
Dinner- Skipped
Snacks-Dried spicy Ikan Bilis from Thailand.

No weighing scale here,
no idea i had put on or put off weight today.

8Days to GO!

Day 5

2010-06-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1PM something due to the world cup fever @.@
After wash my face and brush my beautiful teeth,prepare myself to go SWIM!

Don't really know why but today I'm so energized that i can swim 10 laps non-stop,
Weirdo,maybe its because i consumed too much energy from snack and beer last night?
Swim with Tuck Chun today,He's really a nice guy to talk to.
Had couples of good conversation with him,luckily he still can understand my poor english,hahaha..

After the swim I'm totally exhausted but i promised my mum to go to religion class with her at KL.
Sleep in the car enable me to be more awake during the class.

Tomorrow gonna go Johor to work with my dad.
Gonna wake up at 5AM.HELL!
And yeah after 12 PM is my mum's B'day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! =)

Brunch-4pieces Whole Meal Bread + 1 Slice Cheese + 1 Plate Baked Bean + Hash Brown
Dinner-Tuna Salad + Apple + Scramble Eggs + Hash Brown
*Wouldn't it be too much for today? xD

Currently 89.2 KGs,
4.2KGs to go.

9Days to Go!

Day 4

2010-06-12T05:17:00.001+08:00

World Cup 2010 South Africa finally starts after long waits!
Well,because of the matches i put on few KGs already!!

Today had badminton games at Chi Liung plaza,so that time we plan to watch Mexico vs South Africa at night at KW place and finally we agreed with it.
Having too much of snacks and few can of Carlsberg during the matches made me put on weights.

Ohh Gosh,feel bad for myself.
And God damn KW house don't have maxis 3G coverage so i can't online to update my blog until now.
Oh ya ya,France vs Uruguay game was draw =(
France is one of my favourite world cup team,i never expect they draw in this match.
But nevermind,there are 2more games to go..Go Go Go France Go Go Go Henry~!
Its 5am in the morning..when everyone crawling up from bed,I'm sliding down in my bed to sleep~ Z Z Z
Good night everyone.Hope my body will burn fat while i sleeping. bohahaha~!

Goes up to 90.2KGs currently =.=
5.2KGs to go.

10Days to Go!

Day 3

2010-06-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Boleh..Boleh Boleh Boleh,JY Boleh~Memang Boleh~
Day 3 already and I'm still on my way toward Mission1,
I WILL NOT GIVE UP!

Today is a tired day,because of the basketball matches..
It's the best basketball matches i ever had,i run so much and sweat so much(sweat as always) but i seldom run this much,I'm poor defender..bohaha

After back from the games,had a shower and start blogging.
No further exercise can be done anymore,I'm completely exhausted~
Was about to take a nap til 10pm then go yum cha with friends,
Insufficient sleeping hours will lead to obese le,so i must rest more,haha~

For today,
Breakfast-Fruit Cereal + Milk *still.
Lunch-Scramble Egg Toast with Onion,Cucumber,Tomatoes,grilled Mushroom + Cheesy Grilled Mushroom.How Delicious. >.<

Dinner-no more energy to cook,i wan to rest..~

88.2KGs Currently,
3.2KGs to go.

11Days to Go!

Day 2

2010-06-09T17:32:00.001+08:00

*Keep it up keep it up Basnojj Wong!
It's day 2 and Mission 1 is still yet to complete!

柳暗花明又一春，after having dark ages in my life,Finally i found my new goal in my life!
I realize there are still alot of things to do and people to appreciate,
It's silly to give up on everything because of a small,tiny matter.
Lifes goes on no matter you like it or not,so it's up to you to choose live it happily =) or sorrowly =( .

Well,choices are in your hand,i know somebody will throw eggs on me for talking craps,because everyone know this.But not everyone actually can do this.
Something in our life really takes time to recover,but as long as you never give up,you will conquer it!
I overcome my emotion and negative thinking,why can't you?
Life's like a NBA game,"Where all the miracles happened." =DDD

Breakfast-Fruit Cereal&wheat + milk.

Lunch-Cereal Fried Egg sandwich with Tomatoes,Cucumber&Onion.

Snack-Energy Bar.

Dinner-Vegetable Soup.

88.9KGs Currently,
3.9KGs to go.

12Days to go!

Day 1

2010-06-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

Today was a good day,It was a good sign for me to kick start my Mission1.
Woke up very late today,around 12something.
My "Brunch" was Double Egg white sandwich with Tomatoes&Onion.
After my meal,i went for a badminton game at Chi Liung Plaza,
Go there by BUS with Ben.(Go Green Go Green ^.^V)

The games were fun,although lost countless of games..hhohoho~
Most of them were going to KFC to eat after the games,but i rejected!
How can i give up my Mission 1 so easily?i must RESIST! & be Persistent!
Well,when i reach home i can smell strong scent of Fried Noodles with sambal!
It's one of my favourite FOOD!HELL!!i Must RESIST RESIST+RESIST!
But still i ate half a plate& a cup of low fat milk as my dinner.

Diet meal need some fresh and nutritious ingredients,so i bring my parent go Tesco in order for me to buy things without paying a single cents.How smart! =)
Back from Tesco and i began to jogging and do some light workout.
And here I am after a shower.

89.4KGs Currently,

4.4KGs more to go.

13Days to go!

a Plan.

2010-06-07T22:03:00.008+08:00

Long after i successfully cutting down around 15KGs from 99.4KGs to 85KGs,i realize myself started to slack.
And now when i step on my weighing scale again,i shocked that i had gained this much of weight all over again!
Actually i realized this when i was facing the mirror,but i just don't want to admit the reality and continue to cheat to myself that i'm still look fine,look great!But,the fact is always so cruel T.T

So now i decided to start off my plan all over again.
I want to build a "gorgeous" and "macho" body as every men dreaming of!
Everything must come with a plan.
Well,first of all is setting a target for myself.
Work hard for it and stick with the plan.
Besides,i'd think that blogging out everyday progress would be a great idea to motivate myself and gain some positive motivation.

So here we go,
Mission One,Cut down weight from 92KGs(currently)to 85KGs in 14Days.
In other words,7KGs in 2weeks.

92KGs Currently.

14Days to go!

Looking at the past!

2010-06-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Year 1990 Cute Baby~

Year 1994 Cute Kid

Year 1997 Cute Child

BrotherHood.

Take a look at these photos~

Its me its me!How adorable i was..

Suddenly some thoughts came across my mind,

i realize time passed ~~Flying~~ Thunder Fast!

I can still barely remember the first day i went to kindergarden when i was five.

Those memories before i aged five,is totally empty,i got bad memory..

"Probably can only measured with KBs"

My mum drove me to school with her Suzuki Jeep,

then when she got down the car and come to my door side,

I eventually locked the door,and when she wanted to open her driver door,i Locked it again.

She got so mad and keep knocking on the window so that i'll open the door again.

I don't want to go school,i got phobia going to school when i was a kid.

Because i was So SO SO SO HATED to go to school..Bohaha~btw who will like to study? *Crowd* Me Me Me~"Nah~bull shit"

Well,school was really a strange place for me,

But after few months,finally i can adapt with it already~

So when i was familiar with the environment,

i got really naughty!

I became the class No.1 talker,keep talking non-stop like AK42~

I became the class No.1 player,keep making girls cry ~

I became the class No.1 academic result holder,But pls count from backward~

All these make me the worst student in the class~

Teachers always complaint about me but yet,still the same~lalala~

-To be Continue.

第四十天

2010-06-05T03:44:00.000+08:00

05/06/2010 阴

四十天了，过了足足一个月有多。
过去的日子里，
我真的希望我有勇气忘记你，把一切美好回忆都抹去，
但我实在不能，
因为我的的确确还抱有一线希望，
但，这一切的一切，
已经在昨天画上了句号。
放心，我不会再存有任何遐想，任何希望，
一切还是“你开心就好“为前提。

今天我真的很不开心，
不是因为我想念你，更不是我想和你在一起，
而是我终于发现没有你的日子，
我也一样可以过得很快乐。

就如你所说的，
分手后就像一面破碎的镜子，
与其冒着危险去把它捡起来，
不如就让它碎吧，最起码不会伤害到自己。

也许分手不是一个错误的选择，
起码我们可以互相了解本身所犯的错误，
以免日后再从犯。

离开了我，也许不是我的损失，
虽然我失去了一个我爱的人，
但，你却失去了一个爱你的人。

没有你的生活，
我会过的很好，
倘若你还想和我做会朋友，无任欢迎，
但若是相反的，我也不介意。

第三十二天

2010-05-28T03:50:00.001+08:00

28/05/2010 晴

昨天夜里我做了一个梦。
在梦里的我和你正在打冷战，
经过一段时间后，
你传了封短讯告诉我你会重新接受我，
我顿时感到非常非常地高兴,
甚至兴奋得抱着朋友大笑!
这一切都是那么的圆满,那么真实,
我也告诉自己,
这不是梦,这是现实世界.

然而,当我慢慢的回想起当时的情景时,
才发现这些在现实世界中都不可能会发生的,
如梦初醒,原来是一场梦,是噩梦!

原来被捧到最高点再被重重地摔下,
真得很痛苦,
我不想再承受这种感觉了,
也许大学开课时我会找到另一种寄托,
能够转移我的专注力,
或许我会觉得好一些,
我已经受够了,
不要再来烦我.

夜深了我还不敢睡,
我害怕梦见你,真的很可怕!!

Transformation

2010-05-21T02:22:00.000+08:00

I'm currently under a secret transformation so I have no time to update my blog lately.

I can't tell what kind of transformation it is because it might fail mid way..haha..so u guys will be the first to know what it actually is only IF I succeeded.. =)

第十二天

2010-05-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

08／05／2010 晴

今天一大清早就到达越南胡志明市的机场，
在等待着其他从马来西亚飞来的团员的当儿，
我看到些特别的事情发生；
我发现当地人都是三五成群地在抵达厅等候他们亲人的到来，
当他们接见从远方归来的亲人时都会兴奋得不断欢呼，热情洋溢非常！

不知为什么，我觉得他们的社会虽然还不怎么进步，
但温馨的气氛四处洋溢着，
反观我们国家现存的情况，
有多少户人家其实可以每晚高高兴兴，整整齐齐地共享一顿安乐茶饭？
就别说远，我家就不能了，
小时还好些，但近年来除了除夕夜以外，
都不能一家人团圆相聚吃顿安乐饭，
但为了生活，就不得不如此啊~

我常听人说，
钱不是万能，但没钱就万万不能，
我本身就对这句话非常反感，
话是如此，但当人有这想法时，
人往往会变得贪婪，就不论是大贪或小贪，
一念生万恶嘛，
钱固然重要，没钱怎么生存下去？
但每个人在不同的阶段就会有不同的需求，
你有听过有人会说他赚够了，不要再赚了；
或者曾经听过有人会嫌钱多的吗？
有的话介绍给我认识，我牺牲小我帮他分担~

所以奉劝大家用良心做事，
蒙着良心过日子，
真的会好过吗？
因果报应是确确实实的存在，
世间财会比亲情可靠吗？
人之初性本善，不要让物质享受蒙蔽自己，
所谓自足长乐喂~
虽然不能在一起，但我应该庆幸我们还是朋友吧？ =）

斋说没用，自身开始最重要，
我不想以后在孩子心目中树立一个坏榜样~

第十天

2010-05-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

06／05／2010 晴

在新加坡这繁华的都市里兜了几圈，
发现自己懂的东西，实在少得可怜，

简单的英文对话，应当对答如流，
但真正应用时就难免显得有点结巴，不流利，
难道马来西亚人的英文，真的比较烂？

在飞机上，亚洲人都选择轩然大睡，
仔细看看洋人们，个个都手握万卷书啊！
难道我们就真的比较懒？

呵呵，那也不一定啦~
新加坡人人都会讲angmo 么？
外国难道没有懒惰的鬼佬么？

所以我们应该取人所长，不是取他人的短，
为了美好的未来一起奋斗吧！

第九天

2010-05-05T00:20:00.002+08:00

05/05/2010 晴

不知不觉，九天转眼间就过去了，
这段时间里我尝试过解释，道歉，承诺，补偿，
但都一一被否决了，我不怪你，
也许你需要一些时间，
没问题，我可以给你;
也许你觉得我不适合你，
没问题，我随时都可以退出;
但只要我们彼此还向往着对方,
我就绝对不会放弃你,是没有可能!

我曾告诉过你,
"我习惯了一个人过日子",
你很生气,
因为你觉得在我心目中,你的存在是可有可无的,
但自从那天以后我不曾再说类似的话,
因为我尊重你,我不想你伤心难过.

每当你无理取闹发脾气时,
只要不是太过分的话,
有哪次我不哄回你,逗你开心?
因为我爱你,我不想失去你.

闹到如斯田地,你我都不想,
起码可以尊重对方吧?
不能成为情侣,难道连朋友都做不成吗?
不要那么固执,那么有原则,
依然是朋友,好吗?

第八天

2010-05-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

04／05／2010 晴

生活慢慢地回到了原来的轨道，
兜兜转转到头来还是老样子，
原来，时间对我很好，
它替我疗伤，给我教训，让我变得更强壮，
然而，最重要的是它不收钱啊~ 呵呵~

恋爱让我们学习爱人，然后学会关心他人；
学着包容，然后学会原谅；
学会放手，学习适应。
所以大家谈多点恋爱，
然后分多几次手，肯定获益良多！

觉悟了，也应当放手了，
不是我不在乎，而是我无可奈何。
日子虽短，但日日皆节日，
曾经拥有，就够了，哈哈~

今天剪了个新发型，

意味着一个新开始，新旅程，
人嘛，总该往前看，往前冲！

第七天

2010-05-03T21:19:00.001+08:00

03/05/2010 晴

回顾我们以往的短讯，我脸上流露了一丝丝的笑容，
我们曾经有过这么一段开心的回忆，
你曾告诉我，
经过这么多事后，才发现我对你是多么的重要，
你曾告诉我，
你会尽全力维持我们这段感情，
你也说过无论如何，你会给予我100%的信任。
原来，时间在变，人也在变。

想起我们甜蜜的回忆，我笑了，是开心的笑，
想到你最近对我的态度，我也笑了，是笑自己蠢，
我竟然天真到认为我们能回到以前那样，
原来一切都变了，为了一件小事我们可以闹到这种地步，
为了这件小事你可以把所有错都怪在我头上，
难道，你没有一丁点的责任吗？
算了，我累了，你开心就好。

第六天

2010-05-02T01:23:00.005+08:00

02／05／2010 晴

昨天和几位好友上了金马伦高原，
算是度假也好，散散心也罢，无论如何都总比呆在家里好，
呼吸些新鲜空气，人也爽朗许多。
第六天了，在这段时间里领悟了不少东西。
没错，「时间」，确实可以冲淡一切，

但它也能鉴证许多事情，就如一个人的恒心。
「时间」可以是一种考验，也可以是一种磨练。
如今我才确确实实感受到原来喜欢一个人，
可以这么简单，不奢望回报，也不须占有，纯粹只想她开心。

有时心里独自在想，
要是我再也没有明天，我会留下遗憾吗？
有，当然会有，后悔小时没用功读书，
但不要紧，因为现在总算追上啦~

后悔童年是吃太多，胖得像猪那样，
但不要紧，因为现在总算瘦下来了啊~

后悔当初没好好珍惜你，导致分开收场，
这很要紧，因为可能我永远都祢补不了你！

我很想很想回到从前那样，但，还行吗？

第五天

2010-05-01T09:18:00.002+08:00

01／05／2010 晴

第一次和你去看电影时，就开始觉得很投契，
你给了我一种难以说明的亲切感，
打从那时起，我就开始对你产生了好感，
跟你在一起很开心，也很自在，一点压力都没有。

你曾告诉过我，你有很多追求者，
我也明白你择偶的条件很高，
虽然明知机会很渺小，
但我终究选择孤注一掷，
表明心里话。结果，我们，就在这一分钟开始了人生的旅途，呵呵~

在众多的人们里我们能在一起，是缘分，肯定是缘分！

我隐约还记得我们在一起后，
去的第一个地方，「刨冰屋」。
一起吃着冰，虽然不是什么山珍美味，
只是普普通通的小食，
但望着你的眼神，
洋溢着幸福的味道，
已经心满意足了，哈哈~

第四天

2010-04-30T00:59:00.001+08:00

30／04／2010 晴

还记的我们第一次认识时的情景吗？
那天你身穿Lady Bird的Costume 慌慌张张地跑上三楼，
见人就问认不认识谁是Johny Bravo，
结果你碰上了我，
本来打算骗了你糖果后再让你去别处去碰碰钉子，
但好在我怜香惜玉，

不忍心让你再遇着挫折，
就只好认了我的身份咯。

这，就是我们第一次认识对方的时候。

后来当你加入图书管理员时，
我费尽心事才逼到你去夜市把那「香香」的臭豆腐摆进嘴里然后大口大口地嚼~美味极了对不？嘿嘿~

由于在校园里我们各自都有自己的节目与活动，
加上考试也越来越接近，
所以我们都甚少联络对方。
但在一次机缘巧合下我们竟然相约在一起看电影，
还坐情侣位！
从那时开始我已渐渐相信冥冥中一切都有了安排，
也不得不相信，
缘分来袭，就是这么一回事。

第三天

2010-04-29T11:13:00.003+08:00

29／04／2010 晴

今天独自在街上走着时，
发现有许多情侣成双成对地逛着街，

心里觉得好羡慕哦，
回想起我们一路走来时开心的回忆，
一起愉快地度过周末，向你撒娇，
也曾经试过死要面子地赌过气，
全都一一浮现在我脑海中。

但今时不如往日了，
所有的一切只能怀念，
也许我们以后不能在会一起，
或许回忆将永远成为过去，
但我始终坚信只要我存有一线希望，
你一定会再回到我身边，
陪我一起度过下半辈子。

没有我在身边的日子里你应该过得还好吧，
功课是重要，
但你也务必要照顾好自己，
才能称霸考场啊，哈哈~~

第二天

2010-04-28T16:14:00.003+08:00

28／04／2010 晴

今天就如往日，
睡到将近中午时分才懒洋洋的爬起身，
望着时钟一分一秒地走，
心里有种莫名的不适，
也许是因为你不在身旁的缘由吧。

尝试过告诉自己今天将会是一个美好的一天，但怎样都提不起劲来，很是不积极。

对了，考试将近，
读书固然重要，但不要忽略了建康，
要定时吃东西，也要有充足的睡眠，
不然很容易发胖的，嘿嘿。
虽然不能像从前那样陪在你身边，
但这一路上我还是会在背后默默地给予你加油打气。
这一切的一切，无论结果是如何，只要你开心就好。

第一天

2010-04-28T04:06:00.003+08:00

27／04／2010 晴

当收到你的短讯时，
心里感到非常的失落，
也后悔为什么当初
没想清楚就发了封不该发的短讯。
在那刹那间，

我脑里浮现我们一起度过的美好日子，
一起游玩，一起看电影，一起吃东西，我半夜吵醒你读书，一起赶功课，
你的一举一动都在我心目中留下了刻骨铭心的烙印，
我真的，真的没有勇气失去你。

既然你说我们需要一段时间冷静下来，
我不得不尊重你的意愿，
但我想以我的行动证明我的想法，
也希望能让我们彼此更加了解对方。
或许你会觉得我很无聊，但我
觉得这一切都会有价值及有意义的。

现在的你，
应该还在为来临的考试在做准备吧，
我不能为你做些什么，只能在一旁默默地支持你了，
没有我做你的私人闹钟，应该还行吧，
因为我看得出来你非常重
视这次的考试。祝你一切顺利！

对不起.

2010-04-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

你们是否试过和一位最亲密的人一夜间变得很陌生？
这滋味当然不好受，
于是你就尝试去了解，
但得到的却是很敷衍的回应。
然而，你开始觉得受到忽视，
三番四次地受到冷落，心里更是不好受。

终于，你下定决心把话摊开来说，
但这次不再是敷衍或简单的回答，
而是完全的没消没息，连说话及沟通的机会都没有。
心情的糟糕程度可想而知，
但当冷静下来后，觉得说了些过分的话。
后悔非常，始终,"你"在我生命中扮演了不可缺少的角色。

对不起，我还是很在乎你的。
我想挽留，真的，但这一切还有婉转吗?

Umbrella

2010-04-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

What do u guys know about umbrella?
Its something you need to prepare before the rain falls right?
If this is something that an auntie or even an old man also know.

Then Why there are still people who think that insurance is not important nowadays?
Most of the malaysian are yet to notice the importance and role assurance company play.

I think its essential for us to educate people who are still have the thought that insurance isn't a need for them.

Medical cost,retirement fund,executor expenses,family expenses,children's education.
These are some of the reason why one should own insurance policy.
Especially for people at my age,early 20s,should start plan for our future.
We have to live on our own,no longer with parents soon.
Financial plannings are crucial for younger ppl like us,
Investing from young age to accumulate your money.

I'd appreciate if u guys are interested to know more about plans available in MAA.
If you'd like to find out more,just leave a message in the chat box,and i need to practice more as i just became a financial planner.
It'll be great if u guys willing to help me out to let me practice. =)

麦芽糖~

2010-04-14T01:14:00.004+08:00

一开始
麦芽糖给我的感觉就是很黏牙
很甜又很耗时间来吃的糖..
起初还真对它没什么好感啊
但尝着尝着
其实它也挺美味的嘛~
就如对你的感情
一点一滴的满满累积
虽然在一起的时间不算太长
但在不知不觉中你已在我心目中扮演着一个不可缺少的角色
这些日子里我们经历了不少争执后我才体会到
我真的，真的
很喜欢你！
我希望你将会是我最后且惟一的女朋友，
也希望你不会滥用我对你的爱与信任.



失落中。。。。。


看啥呀你！



我 ~ 爱 ~ 你


-黄俊毅

Love Today.

2010-03-16T00:45:00.001+08:00

Life's Good.

Life's like a share market,Where there's always up and down.

Life's like a book,Where some think its fun and some think its dull.

Life's like a bitch,Where some like it and some might not.

Enough of craps and bull mother shit.
Just go ahead and enjoy your life.
No matter its sad nor happy.

Share it to doubled the joy or multiplied the sorrowness.
All are welcome to share your story in the chat box ! >>>

Carlsberg.

2010-01-11T01:20:00.003+08:00

3Days dint online,Because i was working as a promoter for Carlsberg at Giant. =)

Carlsberg Better?or Tiger?Guiness Stout?

I learned alot of things there.

1. Be friendly to everyone,especially the staff.
---&I got alot of free food to eat.[Maggi mee,Campbell Mushroom soup,Drinkho herbal tea,Roti canai,VeGood Fruit juice,Fried chicken piece,Curry chicken.] XD
---I get to know 2 Bangla ass hole. Shafikul+Shahin.2 Funny guy.
---Got a girl's number. XD

2.Co-operate with your teammate/competitor.
---So that you Never Get Caught by Giant Supervisor.

3.Smile to your customer.
---So they smile back to you.

4.Don't disturb your competitor.
--To compete fairly.

Lastly Dont go dinner with your partner if there's no one to take care of your booth.
---Kena Diao by the supervisor. -_-""

ps:don't have any photo because i don't own a camera phone now.

Life 2.

2010-01-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

"I want to buy....This,This,THis, and THIS!"
Iphone,Clothes,jeans,everything!

Right,we human will never satisfy with what we have.
But money does the matter,you cant buy anything without $.
What will you do when u don't have money?
Steal?Rob?Snatch?
Wrong la! X X X X BIG CROSS!
you should go and WORK!

Work as a promoter at Bukit Tinggi from this friday until CNY.
The salary not bad.2k in 1month time.
At the same time,i also work as financial consultant at MAA.
I'm here to promote myself.Heee~
If any of you guys got questions about insurance,feel free to contact me.
Or if you guys interested to setup a saving account with have 5-13% interests,Do give me a call!
Your corperation=my pleasure !
I'm always ready to serve you. =)

*Insurance is a MUST,its only depend on who u buying with.

Pawndeful.

2010-01-03T15:40:00.003+08:00

After some day gone wild and crazy with fellow friends.
I had calm myself down.
And i Started to enjoy my single life now.
Flirting around,for no reason,with no limitation.
This is what attached man cannot do.at least not in front of his gf. =)

What Past had past,we man have to look forward not backward.
I should put down my burden and make my first step forward.
Life is Pawndeful,It's only depend on how u handle it.
Change a view,you might got some surprises :-)

The Best (For Now)

2010.

2010-01-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2009 Welcome 2010~

Was planning to go lim teh with bunch of friends.
Already asked them out and about the confirm the time with them.
But suddenly some ass hole(not cy and eddy) called me and ask me to go lepak.
Then okay lo.cancel the limteh plan..

Went to eddy house to meet them.
GoGoGo~ Abdul say go Subang lim teh..Go to the highway..
Eddy bought some water while the car drinking petrol.

Abdul:Eh Eddy,your house no people stay meh?
Eddy: no lah.all go back d,but my house no ice and no fridge lo~
And i was thinking..what the hell why they talking about these?
Chee Yong: Eh Jy,u know where we heading now?
Me: nope.
Cy,Abdul,Eddy: MELAKA,Ehehehehheheheeehhhhee~!!!
Me: What the fuck.!

Reach Malacca at 12 something,went to nearby 7-11 bought some beer and drink.
Do stupid thing whole night long.
Go to town at 2something but i slept in the car. ops

2nd Day went to town meet up with MeiFong to have wonderful LAKSA&Cendol.Excellent!
Met Bangkia toooo~ Malacca is small,damn small. =)

Special New year i had =)
Hope 2010 wil be a better year.To all of you.

Gone.

2009-12-30T19:57:00.008+08:00

Recent photos of her,i realize she took off the wrist chain i gave to her as birthday present.
But my memory toward her,is still very deep though...
I'm very glad that she make up the step,maybe this is what she want,and i can do nothing.

Time flies,everyone changing.But i think i still remain the same.
I can hardly accept the fact until now,
i felt suffer every time i recall that moment she tell me her decision.

I cant control myself to not view her profile every time i log on my facebook.
And this time i notice she deleted the photos of her and i.
People said its the best to start a new relationship to cure your old wound.
But how can u start without forgeting the past?I CANT.

Went to Sunway Pyramid with my brother and sister in law last sunday,
from car park to shop lot,from toilet to lift.
I recall memories of us everywhere.

i can clearly remember we ate Blended Mango Ice together.
i can clearly remember we shop together.
i can clearly remember we took photo right infront of the lift.
i can clearly remember we ate ramen together.
i can clearly remember we watched movie together..and u lay on my shoulder.
And i can still name out what movie we have watched together so far..

I hope i can forget you.
I really really do..
Take me out of the world full of you.

I give you my heart.
You leave me alone.

a Challenging life.

2009-11-27T01:51:00.003+08:00

13Days more to go until my last paper!
STPM - [S]enang
[T]ak
[P]ayah
[M]embaca

Is it TRUE?!
No absolutely NOT!
so for all of you who plan to further ur study in form6.Think AGAIN!

But apparently i heard the management people were saying that next year form6 would be totally different from last time.
Assignment,research and presentations will carry out by students to obtain their marks,not 100% on final exam anymore.
JPM wanna transform form6 to more like college style~
Real or not.i Dono.haha
Open your eye big big and see bah~

*3papers down and 5more to go!

Past Present.

2009-11-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

1Day before,She was my girlfriend.
And today,she is my ex-girl friend. =)

15Days

2009-11-08T20:33:00.003+08:00

Time pass like rocket!
15more days until the ultimate STPM!
Yes..15!!F-I-F-T-E-E-N !
Got no time to update my blog due to the buzy-ness on preparing the tests.
Besides,i stil got hell lots of activities to carry on.Gym,Jog and more!
Many things have happened within this period of time.
People , Things have changed.
Alright by here.Let me introduce this girl to all of you..

<-------------------------Guess whose her?

Miserable.Again!

2009-09-26T14:51:00.003+08:00

Many things have come into my life ever since my birthday.
Some are happy moments and as well as sad one.
It brighten up and colored my life.
I enjoy so so much everyday..
I had fun time..happy day..Enjoyable moments..
So when i enjoy my life very much then..
I was fooled by the god,
Yes..the truth is ugly..
i hope i never realize this truth..
So that i don't feel that bad right now...
But truth is the truth..i can only face it myself.
And its time for me to sit down calmly and think about it seriously.

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God Bless me!

Im Back Guys.

2009-09-06T14:16:00.013+08:00

"Last Post on 4 Aug 2009."
Oh Gosh its a month since i last updated my blog.
What am i busy with?Tell u guys something will really freak you all out.
Show u Guys some picture of mine.

photo taken on 28th aug,2009

Where By,
photo taken on 3rd March,2009

So Do you guys see any different in these photo?
YES!SAY YES!
And now i gonna announce something Big and Shockwith full of courage and honest.

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

Chiang Chiang Chiang Chiang

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I had successfully cut down 12.4KG in 2 1/2 Months!
Its Just because i don't have much photo During June and July.
But the plan actually started at middle of June or something.

SO~

Trust Me.And Believe It..so now who says its impossible?

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Alright,as u all know,im 19th NOW!
Tell ya all how i celebrated my Big DAY!
This is the most special moment i had so far ever since i celebrate my birthday.
and a BIG THX for everyone who attended to station1.especially this girl sat beside me. =)

Present From Eddy..
[ That MudaFucka ]

And take a closer look at the 2nd picture.
NG SU SIN SANG Birthday Song for me on the stage!
Holy Mama Super surprise lah..
And i enjoy my birthday so so so much..
Thx guys.THX ALOT!

Life.

2009-08-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

Take a look at these 2 picture i took today afternoon.

2foreign worker worked under hot sun and risking their life to paint on 4th storey-high posion.

It's been a loooooooooooooooong time i never update my blog.
I'm Super Duper Lazy+Lack of Creativity to write a post! xD

Alright,as you all can see.
I took some pictures of 2workers climbing up to the structure with no safety chuo shi to paint the walls.

Omgee its damn scary when you look at their situation.
And yet they can still paint the wall just like no others does.xD
Salute!
Although it's a dangerous job,yet it's highly paid i think.
If not who will risk their life to do job like this?
So this mean that,you receive what u paid.
High risk=high pay.
Low risk=low pay.

Reality is like this.
So work hard to do your best in everything.
Achieve whatever you want to,and don't regret for anything you had done. =D

So what?

2009-07-19T00:58:00.004+08:00

I'm a failure when its come to handling relationship.
It's really hard for me to keep up a relationship.

Relationship like lover,family,best friends and even friends.
Sometimes i think I'm simply useless.
Talking crap and jokes in front of everyone,
Laugh,Smile,Pee,Jump and gone crazy.

After all no one will ever remember me.
I'm such a nobody to everybody.

No one even know my existent.
Maybe I'm just a Crown or a Joker.

Making people laugh had became my job and my duty.
But.Who cares?

I want to stay happy no matter what.
I'm not a slave nor free worker.
I lived my own way and i very de enjoy it.

Finding topics and excuses to chat are no longer my job.
So what if u Don't want to find me to chat.
I still Myself!
You Take That!

Me.Myself

2009-07-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

Being a nice person never seem to be perfect.
And it never benefit the person though.

People will keep on taking something from you FOR GRANTED.
Efforts you pay off will never be appreciated.

Sometime i really think to be bad.
Really really bad.
Don't say i'm emo.
Im not!

Pity Juniors.

2009-07-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

Wooho.

2009-06-19T13:13:00.008+08:00

No class for upper six today.Yeepee~

After the assembly all senior are require to go to the hall.
For the Majilis Penutupan.
My Junior found me and gave me this packet.

Johny Bravo-The name i put as my foster name.

grammer mistake! your/you?

Can i can i? Hope so.

Look Whats Inside?

Sweets!!!! [again =.= phobia d]

Guide To University and College.This is what i want!

She said Surprise for me after i open it.

Look! Crayon Sin-Chan!! How Adorable~I Love it! =DDD

Thank you thank you Junior.
Appreciate what you gave me.
Its simple but nice.

All the Best to you,
Loo Heoy Shin.

Miserable.

2009-06-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

2Days passed like an arrow.
Tiring of running here and there asking for signature for my junior.
But it was fun though =]

After all,i got nothing reward my hard works.
Not even a bottle of 100plus.
How sad i am. =(

Tomorrow will be last day of Orientation week.
Sitting in the hall and watch junior's performance.
Looking forward for it. =D

Candy Day !

2009-06-17T17:17:00.005+08:00

I had waited this day long time ago!

Chance to take revenge from junior.
Take/Grab/Snatch as much candies as u can!!

Mentos,Cloud9,Lot100,Plus,Apollo XD

Stil got 1Day to go~

Met my Junior outside my class.
I was thinking want to trick her before i tell her i am her foster.
But feel sympathy for her.So dint do it though.
I am such a Kind-Hearted Foster Right?
Ya i know you all will agree with me.

Walked and walked and walked.Find Comittee & Seniors to sign.
Tired Overall but it was Fun~!

Tomorrow will still continue our activity.Looking Forward to Enjoy!
Ciaoz~!

胜者为王,败者为寇

2009-06-12T20:04:00.002+08:00

It is always undeniable,
That justice will be tilted towards the victor, and the defeated will be treated unfairly.

*quoted from http://chi.proz.com/kudoz/english_to_chinese/art_literary/410391-victors_justice.html

People will never listen to your explanation,
They only observe your results.

Explain yourself to people,
It will only show you are loser to them.

Take a simple example,
No matter how well you play for a basketball match,
Audience will only observe the result.
Or,maybe you might catch some attention for your well-played performance.
But,it will never last long.
People will forget you soon,Result is what concerned them.Not Other matter.

Reality is cruel,
you cannot blame them,Or maybe this is their...Humanity?

No matter its in political field,Business field,Or social field.
It applied in all.
Accept the fact,Its life.
Get used to it or you will be eliminated.

Create Sentences ?

2009-06-12T02:39:00.004+08:00

Today when i was cleaning up my old stuff,i found out my primary 6 Create Sentences exercise book.

Share it with all of you.

Hope you all will enjoyed it.

ps :For those who cant read Chinese ,too bad.. Sorry.. XD

Dream.

2009-06-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

I had a dream this morning,it was a wonderful dream.=D

In this dream,my car was broke down for some reason.
Then me and her was in the car when it broke down.

So i ask my friend to come and pick me up to drive her home 1st.
So when we were in the car.Both of us sit together at behind.

I was extremely tired and i lay my head on her shoulder.
Then..my hand and her hand were very close.
And some force pushed me to hold her hand.xD

It was really sweet and she told me.."it's not the right time now,i can't be with you now"
And i move my lip near her ear.Guess what i said to her?
"i will wait..until you finish your exam..no matter what,i will wait"

And she gave me a big smile.
It really warmed up my heart..Uhh~and i wish i never woke up from the dream..

I think i smiled all the way when i was on my bed..
Luckily my mom never came in my room and saw my silly face..xD
Dream come true? I can only wish..=]

Adidas Commander

2009-06-09T20:28:00.010+08:00

Bought a pair of new shoes last week.
rm450 Original Price,but the shop having offer and it only cost me rm270.
And of course.I bought it without much consideration.

Wore it for 3times since last sunday.
And Guess What?

Right foot.Ouch*

Left foot.

I'm not sure wheather its New or my feet don't get use to it.

Or the shoes wasn't that good as i thought?

Hope the 1st statement is true...

And now im forced to stop playing bkb for a while.

Until my feet recovered..

And thanks Carmen for concerning me.

I wasn't telling you only but i was asking for your advise =DD

All Photos Taken with N73*

Taman Raya~

2009-06-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

The last time i visit Taman Raya was 7years ago?
When i was stil a primary 6 student.

It is really a long.long.long time never go there and jog.
Today went there with 1 of my friend to jog.
Running here and there,up and down..She's so cute.
She did fall down once,but thank god not a serious injured.

Jog Right Round Right Round,hahaha.
She told me she never went for a jog,or even exercise since exams were over.
And she wanted to go jog today and ask me to pick her up.

Went into the wrong road before i got to her mummy working place
Then U-turn balik to pick her up.haha.embarassing.

Pick her up at around 6.10 and reach there in 10minutes.
Jog and Jog and Talk and Talk until 7.10.
After some rest then only we headed back to her mummy working place.

And then,here im,reached house eat kuey tiaw ,bathed and writing this blog.
Hope to go there again,fresh air,fresh people,and fresh tree.hahaha
Jog as much as i can.to become fitter =D
Nothing much else to said.Ciaoz~have a nice day everyone.

Man Have to Grow Up!

2009-06-04T23:12:00.004+08:00

God made both men and women at the same time,
if there was no interaction between the 2 human,
there aren't any next generation no more.

The main idea i wanted to tell is Relationship.
Some people can keep their friend and family relationship really good,
But some don't.

Lack of communication always lead to tragedy happened.
Blaming each other,being stubborn can never be avoid.

However,things stil need to be settle no matter what.
Escpecially relationship with your family,the love one.

Today u might blame them for their words,
but at the end of the day,what they had said is not important no more.
Appreciate,as i always told.

Never wait until last minute.
Imagine if your parents will be gone forever the day after tomorrow.
What will you do?Blaming stil for their fault.
Or appreciate the last moment u can spend with them?

Think,everyone need to grow up.as well as myself.
Im not a perfect person but im improving myself,why can't you?

Sit down calmly and think.
How much effort they put on you,and how much they took from you.
Take my words.
Don't regret until the last minute....

Holiday.

2009-06-03T15:42:00.005+08:00

Long time never update my blog? >.<
Holiday la HOLIDAY dei~!
Busy going here and there,fooling around=D

I went for a lunch with her yesterday afternooon,and i ate the most delicous Wan Tan Mee in my life time.Sometimes its not about the food,it was really depends on who you are with.=D

Nothing really special happened lately.
But i did enjoy my life though.

Go for a movie sometimes,when it is bore,get a sejarah book and read through..but never memorize it.Just simply READ.xD

STPM Trial and STPM are getting nearer and nearer.But efforts i put in are stil the same.
I wonder how can i sit for the exam and score and good result with these attitude.

Hope encouragement and motivation are given to me to push me toward success!hahaha
Or maybe i just need luck,whatever i study all come out.so i save half of people's effort.kekeke

1week+ holidays are left.
Enjoy it to the max =DDDD

Mess. Yet. Happy.

2009-05-29T01:38:00.004+08:00

Thursday 24/05/09

PA exam was started at 10.30am.
The Boy woke up at 6.30,then his mind poped out something,"uhh~exam starts at 10something rite?Okay.get some sleep first."

Later,he awoke and checked the time,8.00.stil early.

After a while,he awoke and checked the time again,10.05 WTF!!

He quickly rushed to the toilet and brushed his teeth.
He wore his uniform while he walked to his car.
Reached school gate at 10.30,runned to the class,He was late.But teacher let him to entered the class.God blessed.

Everything went so Not smoothly today.En Yusri called for a small meeting.
He was late,so he was not attended.
Mr Yusri mention something about him.

Said that he bring phone,trouble maker,and always without tie.
It is undeniable,because he was tired enough to defend himself from all these accusement.

After the exam he went and parked his car in the school car park since he was late so his car was parked outside at first.
Stupid driver stoped and wait without signal.

Everything were totally a mess.

He then went to duty.
After duty he went home straight.

He dressed up himself nicely for a movie with his desire girl.
although everything had ruined up.

But Her present changed his mood(mode).
unhappiness,sorrowness were gone.

Night At The Museum II,
Thx For the movie,girl. =]
you brighten up my day,although it doesnt last long.

But i appreciate it.
And when i say it,i really really do.

Regards,
Wong Jiunn Yi

A Boy's Story.

2009-05-26T16:59:00.004+08:00

There was a boy sitting right beside the window in class 6A7.
Electric Fan blowed his hair,as he yawning to sleep.

Silent fulfiled the whole class.

He looked around with helpless sight.
Hoping Someone is kind enough to help him out.
But nobody is there for him,Except for the stared of teacher.

He looked at his table.

Test pad were all blank.Just like his mind.
Pen Ink were all full.Just like his stomach.
Because He just ate a Special Burger before he went class.

180 Minutes almost bored him to death.

Hell Econ Paper1.

He swear he will work hard.
Situation like this will never happen again.
HE SWEAR !!

GRRRR!! Mamamia~

1Week Later.

2009-05-25T18:22:00.004+08:00

After a week.No action taken,no improvement done.

The consequence of this was,Mr Yusri had a talk with me.
"It Was YOUR FAULT at the first place,who asked you to bring your cell phone to school?
No matter how he had treated you or accused you,you can do nothing."

The same teory,If a teacher happened to made a typing mistake on your exam paper,
and she went into your class and made a correction,
while she was doing her correction on board,
can all of us scold the teacher straight away for making a mistake?

If according to Mr Yusri's Teory.Answer should be YES.
WHO ASKED YOU TO MADE A TYPING MISTAKE FIRST?

Alright,This was and this IS stil our malaysia's system.
If someone asked you is Malaysia a Democracy country?Please,reply a NO.

Yet,i was asked to apologized to the "teacher".
no way man.NO WAY!
How could you say sorry to a rude driver that knocked you on the road and you are now lying in Hospital?
WHY?Because It wasn't your fault..! How could you apologize?

Last but not least,If Malaysia aim to achieve some so called wawasan 2020.
1st step should be rearrange or repick all the goverment servant which were not qualified.
KNOCK all them OUT!
MALAYsia BOLEH!! BOLEH!! BOLEH!!

Teacher.Let the Picture Above do the Talks =D

A letter to school.

2009-05-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

Sekolah Tinggi Klang
Jalan Meru , Peti Surat 105,
41050 Klang,Selangor Darul Ehsan

I would really appreciate your help with this. Personally I really felt unsatisfied with the attitude of our school teacher, En Aidi.

My mobile phone was confisticated by a prefect. When he took my mobile phone, he told me that the mobile phone will be return,( He never stated that how is the condition and what is the time I can get my phone back, he just asked me to request from teacher afterward.) I asked the Ketua Rampasan,Yarwindran how am I suppose to get back my phone and he told me that my mobile phone is with En Aidi and ask me take back from the teacher.

I went to discipline room and look for the teacher. En Aidi asked me to come back again after school end. So right after my exam finished, it was around 1.30 pm. I went to discipline room again. I met En Aidi and he requested me to fill up some forms which is related to his class’s religion studies things. Please take note that En Aidi asked me to fill up/copy the forms, but he never stated how many pieces. I copied 2pieces and I told him I had done. But he never said anything but ask me wait for a while and then he went out. After a while, he came back and he continued to do his stuff. I told him once again that I finished the 2 pages and I was rushing to tuition. But what he done was just keep himself relaxed and ignored me. After some moment only he ask me how many pages I had copied and I answered 2. He said it was too little and asked me to do more. I told him I was rushing to tuition since it was already 2pm. And now he start asking what time my tuition starts and where is the place I tuition and so on. I answer every of his question yet he still asked me to copy more.

I copied 2more pages and passed to him. Once again he ignored me all the way and just kept himself on his own stuff. After a 10minutes wait, I asked him how long he wanted me to wait. He ignored, the 2nd time I asked. Only he replied with his soft and relaxed tune. Asked me why, then asked me to continue with the work, I replied I was out of time. And ONCE AGAIN he asked (3RD TIME) why were you in rushing? I replied him I was rushing to tuition! I had repeated so many time and suddenly he turned around to look at me with gangster reaction, it was like he wanted to start a fight with me. Well I lowered my tune and told him I was rushing to tuition, I could not do the work anymore. And he stood up and asked what was my former secondary school. I think that he had been asking such stupid question that was totally nothing to related with the situation happened? I answered his question and he started insulting me and my former school indirectly with his laugh. I cannot imagine is this the way teacher react while handling situation like this? I doubt had he undergo some professional teacher training programmes? He seems so immature. And I wonder is he qualify to be a teacher?

I hope that investigation should be carry out. And I would really appreciate if school willing to do so. I admit it was my fault at first place that I bring mobile phone to school, but the way En Aidi handled this situation was rather terrible. Firstly, he never follow the proper rules to give back the phone but he ask students to help him copy his personal work. Secondly, he never stated the term and condition to take back the phone but he made me wait and wait and wait. Thirdly, he is so rude, he ignored my words for quite a few time and keep repeat asking the same questions all over again. And once I raised my voice, he started to stood and look at me as he is a gangster. Fourthly, En Aidi insulted my pride and the name of my former school indirectly with his evil laugh in front of some lower form students.

I seriously think that En Aidi had attitude problems in many ways. Your help would be appreciates Thank you very much.

Yours Faithfully

(WONG JIUNN YI)

STUDENT FROM 6A7

等

2009-03-25T01:27:00.005+08:00

等，这字我们日常生活中时常都会用到，
"等下才读啦，考试还有酱久..."
"等多一下子啦，在打boss啦..."
"等我做工赚钱再来孝顺他们啦"
等了再等，等了又等，
人天性就是如此，和等待脱离不了关系，
但，关键在于是不是你要等，就一定能等到呢？
很多时侯，等待的结果就是后悔。
为什么常常当亲人过世是才哭哭啼啼内疚当时没好好对待，
事情发生了才来后悔莫及？
倘若拥有时好好珍惜，失去了也不会觉得可惜.
因为已无憾了吧?
很多时候,讲,每个人都会,
到底有多少人真正能办到?
SPM&STPM 成绩公布时,
许多学生纷纷来到学校领取成绩表,
有些同学看了成绩表当场哭了起来,
是因为成绩太好开心得哭了出来?
还是成绩太不好意思?
后者的可能性当然比较高吧?
悔不当初没好好念书?
但,后悔都已没意义了,
要是当初能把握时间,
争取知识,悲剧不会发生,
希望我所有的朋友,
无论念书的,做工的,甚至蹉跎岁月的,
连小学生都会的一句名言,
一寸光阴,一寸金,寸金难买寸光阴,
奉劝大家,
珍惜时间,充实人生,
当悲剧发生,一发不可收拾,
后悔也没啥用了.

-黄俊毅

一厢情愿

2009-03-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

三个多月了，
我胡思乱想三个多月了，
这段时间都陶醉在自己的一厢情愿里，
如今，
梦醒了，
心也碎了，
但我觉得这一切都是值得的，
所有的事情，
目的只有一个，
就是让她开心，
虽然这不是个完美的结局，
就如前篇文章“说不出的爱”里提及的，
喜欢她，就应该勇敢的表达爱意，
我做了，
就算明天我不再活着，
我也无憾了，
也非常感谢她，
还继续当我的好朋友，
如果你读了这篇文章，
请你继续让我当你的支持者，
默默地守护你，帮助你，
那我就心满意足了。

-黄俊毅

新年新信念

2009-01-13T03:32:00.002+08:00

已经是开学后的第二个礼拜了，
但不知为甚么，
总是提不起劲儿来读书，
日子一天一天的过，
日子似乎蛮悠哉游哉的，
STPM也一日一日的将近，
但，
我可不想浪费我年半宝贵的青春啊！
看着自己身边的朋友都开始为学业打拼，
自己也不禁被这种气氛感染，
让我也为将来好好打算一下吧！
但愿我所有朋友能够帮忙督促督促我这个懒虫温习学业吧！
新的一年，新的开始，
坏的习惯，
坏的想法，
都把它们扔在2008年吧，
新年新信念，
为梦想理念快马加鞭吧！！！

-黄俊毅

一则故事[下]

2008-11-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

话说当那升降机的门打开时，
老黄见到了犹如世外桃源般的美丽景色，
有山有水，绿油油的，
又看到了已故许久的老友热情地前来招待他，
他感到超棒，超兴奋的！
于是就和老友们叙叙旧，
喝喝茶，吹吹水，
不仅这样而已，
老友们还带老黄到附近的游乐中心，
带他去滑冰，打机，还看美女，
日子过的很逍遥自在，
不知不觉中三天就这样过去了，
耶稣把老黄召唤了上天堂，
然后详细的问老黄一篇，
“那你要留在天堂还是回到地狱呢？”
老黄想都不想就决定要回到地狱去，
因为那边有很多老友在等着他，
他向他们还没玩够呢，
于是耶稣摇了摇头说，
那你像上次那样去回一样的升降机，
然后按underground18 吧，
这次老黄不像上次那样犹豫了，
一支箭似的跑进升降机内，
然后也按了按钮，
当门关上时，夜稣在旁帮老黄祈祷:"Hallelujah"
升降机一楼一楼的往下沉,
但老黄的心情就越来越兴奋,
当他到了目的地时,
门一打开,
一只庞然大手捏着他的颈项,
把他从升降机拉了出来,
一脚踩在他背上,
老黄使尽全身劫数都没法解脱,
于是他抬起头往四周望了一望,
他发现和上次他来到的地方180度大转变,
四周犹如世外桃源般的美丽景色都变成了血淋淋的,
而他的老友们都正在受着极刑,
"为什么?!!为什么全都不一样了?!!"
抓着老黄的鬼差眯着双眼笑说,
"上次只是做戏给你看,不然你怎么会回来?"

-[完]-

这则故事是要带来一些小讯息,
其实人间就好比地狱,
没错,人世间的确有很多很多享乐,
也有很多"老友"陪伴,
让我们都不孤单,
他们带我们到处玩乐,
但,这一切的一切都只是假象,换句话说,是不能永恒的,
所以我们必须智于分辨黑白轻重,
娱乐于人间时也不忘做些善事,
或做些有益他人的事情,
好比如做些义工或参与环保活动不等,
做个有贡献的人类,
千万别沉沦于娱乐当中,
以致害人害己.

Heaven Or Hell,You Choose.

一则故事 [上]

2008-11-26T04:07:00.000+08:00

我曾听过一则相当有智慧的故事，
在这里我想和大家一起分享。
话说，有一位男士，在一场车祸中丧失了性命，
我们就称他为老黄吧，
然而，他的灵魂就到了天堂，
他看到了一所很大的门，
也见到耶稣，
心里感到非常兴奋,
因为竟然可以上天堂,
而耶稣也向他走了过来，
耶稣："欢迎来到天堂，你想住在天堂吗？还是你想住在地狱？"
老黄心想耶稣是不是傻了，哪有人想去地狱！
于是他二话不说就指着天堂示意要住在天堂，
然而耶稣也答应了他的要求，
但他告诉老黄他可以在天堂和地狱里各住三天,
然后再做决定要留在哪.
接着耶稣把老黄带到了一栋房子里，
老黄看到房里有着一把类似琵琶的乐器，
他也乐得自在地拿起那乐器弹了起来，
第一天他弹得很开心，
到了第二天，甚至第三天时,
他显得有点不耐烦了，
于是他就找来了耶稣问道，
老黄：“难道天堂除了那乐器以外就没动西玩了吗？”
耶稣：“没啦，你还要啥啊？”
老黄听了心里猛慌了起来，
老黄：“那你让我下地狱吧！”
耶稣：“哦，真的吗？"
老黄心想反正天堂酱闷,下去看看也好啦!
耶稣:"嗯,那好吧"
"你去到上次你来的地方,右边有个升降机,
你进到去了按Underground18,
它就会带你去到地狱了"
老黄就照着耶稣所说的去做,
当他在升降机内时,
他不断想象地狱里会是个怎么样的情景,
会不会像圣经所记载的那样,
到了地狱犯人就会被严厉的处罚,
还是佛教所提及般的那样血淋淋,
什么浸油锅啦,剪舌头啦,还有其他极刑不等,
他越想就越怕.越想就越害怕,
当他到了第17层时,
他甚至怕得不敢张开双眼!
脸孔不由自主得抽筋,
身子也开始软了下来,
脑里不断浮现恐怖的画面!
终于他到了第18层时,
升降机的门打开了!
老黄现出难以置信的眼神.....

-[待续]-

说不出的爱

2008-11-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

“喜欢，就是谈谈的爱”
“爱，就是谈谈的喜欢”
虽说人类是感性的动物，
但有多少人有勇气表达出自己的爱呢？
于不久前，我终于在朋友的鼓励下和她分手了，
我顿时感到心情无比开朗，
犹如被封锁已久的心灵再次展翅高飞，
喜欢一个人，
就应该向她表达，
相反的，
当你不再喜欢她时，
就必须向她坦诚相对，
或许刹时间她会很伤心，
但日复一日，
她终究会了解你的苦心，
爱一个人，
是不需要时时挂在嘴边的，
全心全意地保护她，呵护她。
就已经足够了。
只要有机会能好好地爱护她，
就已经是最幸福的了，
真正的爱是不需要签合约，
也不需要任何回报，
只求有机会能保护她，
好好爱你们身边的人吧，
别在你们生命里留下任何遗憾。

-黄俊毅

麻烦

2008-10-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

还记得小时候，
爸买了台新电脑给我们，
COMPAQ，
而且还是当时最新款的，
我和哥哥都感到雀跃万分，
然而似乎每分每秒都不想离开那电脑座，
只想时时刻刻都玩电脑游戏，
但每当我刚坐下，
连凳子都还没坐暖时，
妈总爱唤我替她做家务或其他事物，
我心里都会大感不快，
“真麻烦！”
”故意当我要玩电脑才叫我，
又要做这个，做那个，
不会叫哥哥做啊？！
真是麻烦到死！“
脸色也顿然臭了起来，
然后蛮冲冲地去做事。
上了中学时，
血气方刚的我也迈入了叛逆期，
许多事情你要我做，
但我偏不做，
能拿我怎么样？
父母说我两句就破口大骂，
再唠叨两句就跑进房间，
再多两句就走人，byebye~
脾气暴躁的我也不容许他人指责我，
稍微不顺心意也会乱发牢骚，
可见少时的俊毅多不长进，
妈叫到我做家务时，
心里总是挂着两个字，
”麻烦！“
很快的，
年少的我度过了18岁生日，
就如前篇部落格所提到的，
”你又长大咯~“
现在的我虽然收了些脾性，
但终日浑浑厄厄的，
装傻装傻，
很多东西都假假装不懂，
明明懂很多东西要做，
就偏偏装懵懂，
就因为要避开麻烦。
回想以前，
当我们还是婴儿时，
是谁帮我们换那有屎有尿的脏尿片？
当我们还未戒奶时，
是谁帮我们泡牛奶，或甚至脯乳人奶？
当我们还不会走路时，
是谁不厌其烦的带你一步又一步地开始走你人生的道路？
当我们还在牙牙学语时，
是谁耐心十足地教导我们发音？
当我们发生事情时，
又是谁会奋不顾身地帮助我们，
不理后果，
不顾一切，
也不管任何代价，
只求我们平安无事，
谁？
她到底是谁？
妈妈，
就是妈妈！
世上每人比你更伟大了，
也没人比你更漂亮，
别人常说有妈的孩子像个宝，
好像在吹水，
但我现在才发现自己活像个宝，
及万千宠爱于一身的活宝！
到了现在，
妈年纪开始老迈了，
动作也开始迟钝了，
病痛也不时来探望，
许多事情想做，
但有心而无力，
舟居劳顿，
辛苦了大半辈子，
做牛做马，
只为儿女，
也不曾要求任何回报，
身为儿女的我们，
不应因为麻烦，
而把所有责任都推往父母，
偶尔帮轻他们，
或慰劳下他们，
他们都会觉得很安慰啊。
当你们都长大成人，
已有能力赚钱养家时，
请别遗忘父母对我们的养育之恩，
请别遗弃我们伟大的父母，
有空时，
记得常常探望他们，
就算一句间单的问候，
也能让他们乐足一整天，
也心满意足啊，
天伦之乐，
不是于物质或金钱上的，
而是心灵上的关心，体谅，
孩子是父母的全部，
希望孩子们也能把父母当成全部。

-黄俊毅

成长

2008-10-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

“哇，俊毅，你又长高啦？看起来又长大咯~!"
每当亲戚看到我是都会说这番话，
成长是每个人的必经阶段,
不管你愿不愿意,
婴儿始终会长大,
小孩也会长大,
你我都一样会长大,
长大,
是件好事吗?
听得有些小孩说:"我要快高长大,然后赚很多很多的钱"
这样听来,长大似乎是件好事吧?
但为何有时又听到些老人家说:"哎..要是让我再年轻20年那该有多好啊..."
难道长大不是件好事？
或许这只是因人而异，
某些人渴望长大，
可能现在他活的不快乐，
希望长大了能改写一切，
但某些人宁愿一切保持不变，
因为他没心理准备，
对于我来说，
成长，长大，
并非件坏事，
但我却不想长大，
不是我不想改变，
只是我还没有心理准备。
童年的我，
没有太多美好的回忆，
亲戚们都住的好远好远，
哥大我6岁，
姐大我8岁，
代沟是难免的，
爸妈都忙于工作，
时常孤伶伶呆在家，
虽然爸偶尔也会带我们到外游玩，
但，或许就真的太“偶尔”了吧，
所以小时都没留下任何美好的回忆，
所以每当过年过节时，
我都是最兴奋的那个，
因为我又能和堂兄妹见面了，
但在一年里都没有几次。
光阴似箭，岁月不留人，
中学毕业后，
一班天真无暇的好朋友，
开始为自己的梦想而起飞了，
从此，他们就各散东西，
幸而，有些依然保持着紧系的联络，
但大多都人事已非，
怀念，
怀念聚于一堂的感觉，
但左一句assignment，
右一句要考试了，
人影都已不知所终，
然而，
每星期一次的活动都缺席，
但愿朋友们能珍惜咱们仅能相聚的那么一点时间，
毕竟朋友之间的缘份有限，
缘起缘灭，
终究会有失去它的一天，
但只要我们彼此心中有着对方，
把对方当着知己看待，
到老时想起来回味回味，
都足以回味无穷了，
也心满意足了。

-黄俊毅

远方的她

2008-10-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

还记得两年前的一个晚上，
在机缘巧合下，
我认识了她，
她，就是她，
别问我她是谁，
我们彼此交换了电话号码，
当她临别时，我传了封短讯给她说再见，
当我即按下“发送”的同时，
我受到了她传给我的短讯，
由这一刻起，
我开始相信心有灵犀，
自此，我们时常都有通话联络，
而当时我在打暑假工，
她在放长假，所以我们说的上是糖粘豆，
身上总离不开手机，
直到有一天，
我终于鼓起了勇气向她表白，
而她也出乎预料的接受了我，
从此，我们的关系也越来越熟络了，
她，
是我的初恋，
为了她，
我付出了我的所有，
同时，
我不求任何回报，
我只要她开心就好。
但就在近开学的一个晚上，
她不再回我的短讯，
不再接听我的电话，
然而，我收到了她传来的一封短讯，
她告诉我她和前男友复合了，
要和我分手。
我心碎了，
我的心撤底地粉碎了。
我从来未曾如此伤痛过，
我掉泪了，
我躲在房里好久好久，
但我的伤，痛了更久！！
现在，
不知如何，
也许是老天爷爱和我开玩笑吧，
我又和她走在一起，
但往时的感觉早已烟消云散，
我害怕，
非常害怕我会被在同一个地方摔倒两次，
或许被伤害了就会开始学会防卫吧，
现在的我，
不管她说什么，
我都以半信半疑的态度对待，
就因为我害怕，
不能全身而退，
不管她对我多么温柔体贴，
我都会怀疑她是否有目的，
这是因为我真的害怕，
再被伤害。
但愿厄梦别在再次降临在我身上，
我外表虽然壮捍，
但我的心灵的微弱，
又有多少人懂呢？
摆脱不了命运的安排，
就注定被糟榻。

-黄俊毅

我

2008-10-10T19:35:00.004+08:00

我，
这字sibeh间单，
但有多少人认识“我”呢?
我是谁?
我是黄俊毅啦.....
从小,我一直都有着宏伟的志向,
当个工程师,捞一笔钱,
当个思想家,拯救世界,
当个科学家,人类救星,
但中三评估考试成绩把我打入冷宫,
科学家,思想家,工程师,sayonora~
从此我成绩就如尼加拉瓜大瀑布,
有下没上,
或许真的傻人有傻福吧,
form4 年尾让我认识了改变我命运的几位好友,
名字不需列出,
从此,我的成绩一日中天,
蒸蒸日上,当成绩单出炉时,
父母看了雀跃万分,
老师也暗吃了一惊,
而升上form5时,
名列孙山的我借了孙悟空的筋斗云,
一个根斗十万八千里,
我就这样开始在班上名列前茅了,
spm考试也拿了蛮可观的成绩.
升上了form6,
老实说,
我不懂我学了什么,
或许换句话说我没学到什么,
除了可以在校内碰到一些好友外,
我在校里一点都不快乐.
在朋友眼里,
我是个爱开玩笑,爱说废话的小丑,
或许我一点都不幽默,
能惹人发笑,也许是因为我本身就是个笑话.
嘻嘻哈哈后,
回到家,又是对着四个墙壁,
及没有灵魂的电脑,
我真的一点都不快乐.
爸常不在家,
哥哥姐姐在新地做工,
妈也说得上是个大忙人,
还记得有一次,
姐从新加玻回来了,
爸也从外地公干回来,
唯独哥还忙于做工,
我们一家四口聚于一堂,
共享天伦之乐,
我笑了,我看到妈也笑了,
是真正发自内心的笑了!
就算吃咸鱼白菜也那么快乐,
就算住在板屋也那么快乐!
和物质上的享受比起,
简直差天共地,
物质,
根本一文不值.
亲情是sibeh可贵的,
若您拥有它,
请别忽略了它,
就算您不拥有它,
也别剥夺您下一代拥有它的机会!!

-黄俊毅

放手

2008-10-10T19:35:00.003+08:00

“我跟你说了放手放手！！不要，再听，你的借口！！”
这是一首脍腔人口的华文歌，
ENERGY为原唱者。
但说了放手就真的可以撤撤底底的放掉所有吗？
每个人都能应自己意愿行动吗？
肯放手，就一定放得开吗？
要是想放就能放，
泥足深陷这话该摆哪？
不再有无法自拔？
不再有人在江湖，身不由己的说法？
当您下定决心想要忘掉某某人时，
您是否能100%做得到？
您是否能100%放得下？
您是否能100%不后悔？
人一生下来就有千百万间事情需要学习，
当中不乏爬行，
然后走路，
之后蹦蹦跳跳，
到后来我们开始上学，
独立，认识朋友，
分享COCK事，
至此为止，
您觉得我们学了多少？
您觉得我们还有多少未学习的呢？
偶尔我们需要学习放手，放下，放开（国语叫lepaskan)
死缠烂打不表示你拥有，
放手不代表你会失去，
只是换个方式去享受，
爱她不一定要拥有她，
倘掿不爱她，在一起都没啥意思了，
但事实上，又有多少人学会了放手呢？。。。
朋友们，
让我们摆脱苦海，
寻求我们快乐的人生吧！
偶尔需要放手，
但有时掿找到了知心好友或红颜知己时，
切勿切勿错过，
我已找到我知心好友了，
他们全在COCK GANG，
你呢？

PS:EddyTee 对放手这两个字的看法：-
：“放手就不一定是放手，只是假假放手，其实没有放到手”

-松不了手的俊毅

暗恋

2008-10-10T19:35:00.001+08:00

想必每个人都曾经暗恋过某某人吧？
不管是男人，女人，老人，大人，小人，还是鸟人，
总之就是能让你心动的人吧？~
对我而言，
暗恋是一种很奇妙的玩意儿，
有时它会让你心花怒放，
有时又会让你心乱如麻，
有时也会让你心烦意燥，
总而言之让你心情五颜六色啦。
当你看到对方是心会扑通扑通地跳个不停，
感到害臊，支支吾吾，口舌打结，
满脸通红，不知所措，肌肉蹦紧，
胡言乱语，四肢抽筋，双手麻痹，
比坐云霄飞车还来得刺激~！
回想起来，我也曾经暗恋过一位同学，
她品学兼优，运动超棒,心地善良,
蔡依林的眼睛,林志玲的身材,杨丞林的声音.
内在,外在都超行的!
(上述纯属虚构,如有雷同,只属巧合)
其实我只想告诉大家,
暗恋不是可耻的,
暗恋是美好的!
喜欢并不意味着要拥有,
拥有不一定会快乐,
快乐也不代表是喜欢,
而喜欢又快乐并不一定是爱,
爱她又同时过的快乐却不表示一定会幸福,
爱情不是数学,
在爱情学里,1+1=/=2
2+1=/=3
但0+0肯定=0
不付出又怎会有收获呢?
朋友们~
让我们向快乐进军吧~
让我们勇敢向前冲吧~
让我们像罗马战士般勇往直前~
永不向命运低头!!
摆脱命运冥冥中的安排!!
我们才是命运的主宰者!!
冲啊~~!

-拥有但不快乐的俊毅

无常

2008-10-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

无常,什么是无常?
若以单子来解释的话,"无"代表没有,"常"即是时常或永恒.
结合在一起就是没有永恒的意思.
别人常说人生无常,
珍惜眼前人,眼前事.
勿等到失去了才后悔.
人生不能再重来,世界上有千千万万的事是非你我所能主宰的.
不管你多不愿意,有些事终究会发生.
有谁能预知未来?就算能预知未来难道就能改变它吗?
就拿党内的其一委员来说,
车好好的,为什么会被人爆镜?
琳琅满目的车子,为什么选择了他？
这一切的一切,都是一个"命"字在作祟。
所以当我们党员们还能在一起时就必须相亲相爱，
但就不必像我们辉哥那样热清。
毕尽缘份这家伙很奥妙，
谁也不能肯定我们明天还能不能相见，
别说酱远，就说我们今晚睡觉后，
明天早上能不能看到太阳都是件未知数。
就如添俊同学所说的，
珍惜眼前人，
勿等错过了，
才懂得后悔。

俊毅

我的志愿

2008-10-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

除了我的自述之外，“我的志愿”也是一个相当热门的主题。
每当老师让我们写这题目时，同学们都会有数不尽的职业可以写下去，当然也包括我自己。
什么医生啦，律师啦，老师啦，工程师啦，科学师啦，写之不尽，要什么有什么。
可是如果你要我现在写这篇文章的话，我想这比做十篇历史作业还难。
是我笨吗？
连小学三年级的文章都不会？
也许是其一吧，或许我就像一头瞎了的迷途羔羊，站在辽阔的草原上，羊群来来往往。
不想孤单一只羊，就跟着它们走吧。
我跟错了羊？也许他们正去着南极，可是我的母羊在北极。或许我因该留在原地等我的母羊？
选择了Form6，难道是一个错误？
但我能读什么？
我不知道，我真的真的不知道。。。
觉得自己没有理想，没有目标，看不到未来，也更看不到终点。
开学后的最近这几天。。。
整个人闷闷的，上课时要对着老蝴蝶，放学后要对着做不完的功课。
晚上要教补习，还要上课程。总是觉得人生失去目标，失去理想，小时候的梦想早已遗忘。
人生已毫无意义。。。。

迷途的公羊俊毅